I.

School is starting.
Pressure is building.
I feel like ive ran miles and im slowly losing grip.
Like the whole world is watching me,
Some watching me to fly;
People who tell me they believe in me.

Some waiting for me to fall;
People who snicker and fake a smile at my acheivements.

I don't know where to go, I dont know what to do.

I dont know how to handle all these.
I just want to sleep in someone's arm. Someone who knows how im feeling, and assure me tt im now safe from this society of cruelty and competition.

Can I?

I cant.

Because there isnt someone who will catch me when I fall. Because all there is is the cold hard ground. And all I can do, is to hit myself hard and remind myself: no, not now. Dont fall now.

I've already made one regret. I dont want another. Even though deep down, I know its gonna be a second,  and there will come a third. But no, I still cannot break down. Not now.

Hang in there chewlin. Hang in there.