Me: Mommy, i want to sleep now.
Mommy: why leh?
Me: Because if i sleep now, then i can wake up in time for breakfast!!!
Mommy: alamak. -facepalm-
Hehe. Im making alot more effort to smile more when im around my mom. Because i know that i affect her mood as well. Trying to build up my EQ here kay. According to Jolene, i have extremely low EQ. hahaha! i admit it tho. but i don't know how to build up my EQ. Maybe i'll start from not being so petty. I mean, i'm not THAT petty. but i tend to show all my emotions on my face. i'm really like a white bread. no link? noooo. you must think deeper. See ah, if i put peanut butter or jam on a wholemeal bread or coloured bread, harder to see difference in the colour right? but if i put on a white bread, wah, the entire contrast is so obvious! so thats like my face. when im sad, i show it. angry i also show it. But then ah, my temper come fast go fast one la. No worries people~ im nice. (i think)
So anyway, like i said, i went out shopping for shoes today. i didn't manage to get any... T.T but i got clothes instead. I got 3 pieces of clothes from bugis street WHICH I HAVE BEEN EYEING THEM FOR MONTHS. and i got them at a really cheap price!!! Montifs in Bugis Street is really a good place for clothes hunting. They sell clothes at really cheap prices AND if you look close enough, they are selling some of those OOS items on famous blogshops! i got my 2-way pleated top at 15 bucks when the cheapest store ive ever found was selling it at 19.80 bucks excluding shipping fee. hohoho. I got other two pieces-- a waterfall coloured skort and a crop top (which don't look like a crop top because my body is too short. wts). Those two i got it at 20 bucks and 18 bucks each. while blogshops sell them at 24.50 and 26 bucks each EXCLUDING SHIPPING FEE. WTS. i felt so happy when i found them today! and the best part is that even though i am not skinny, my body is perfect sizing for all M sized shorts/skorts/skirts. its like almost tailored made seriously. but then again. im going to start a lose-weight-routine with my omma. My omma just told me she needed to lose weight, so i was like " LETS DO IT TGT" hahaha. note i didn't say diet. Because diet is never a way to losing weight. Eating clean and exercising is. Remember that (:
So today i wore my cape!!! I love it so so so so much kay! But everyone tell me it look like raincoat -.- but nevertheless, when i wore it to haji lane today, i attracted some stares from the angmohs. So funny. i think they are like thinking that im some crazy person who is wearing a cape in singapore. One of them was like staring at me, then when i made this 2 second eye contact, he smiled. and i just looked away. LOL. i scared. Then when i walked in further, another angmoh was like staring at me and said something related to my cape. then i faster run. LOL. dont say i delusional ah. im speaking the truth!!!
So i was walking around, shopping around, and i bought my boxing hand wraps!! bought a black one for myself (sudden liking for black IDKY) and a pink one for Weishi. Finally i can get her something as a birthday present. This girl keep insisting that i dont have to, but its not my style to not reciprocate gifts. I always make it a point to try (i really mean try. I always cannot remember) to buy gifts for people who gave me gifts for mine. I mean, they remembered my birthday leh!! Ever since my 16th birthday, i never really expected much for my birthday. Afterall, im stepping into a new life in poly and how am i supposed to have friends who would celebrate my birthday for me? Its harder to grow close to people as i grow older anyway. Im not popular in any way. But how nice would it be to have birthday celebrations. Because it signifies that someone remembered your birthday. I don't really expect much anymore. Ever since my grand daddy passed away on my birthday, i stopped regarding my birthday as my birthday anymore. It makes me feel... wrong to celebrate the day that my grand daddy passed away. So yea. But it would be nice if people remembered. Thats why i always make an effort to reply to every single birthday wishes. I appreciate people who don't treat me as invisible (:
Guess my 19th birthday would be yet another day spent in dance again since its a Thursday.
Guess my 19th birthday would be yet another day spent in dance again since its a Thursday.
Okay, too much side tracking from my alone adventures today. So after shopping and circling bugis street for 3 rounds, i finally bought my clothes and when i checked my phone, i realised that i have missed 2 calls from school. And i was like "Shit Shit Shit Shit. I really fail ah" and i knew it was school because it started with "6460" which is a typical phone line for Ngee Ann Poly. So I took some courage and called back. All that was in my head was "Die liao la. Die la die la" But thankfully, it wasn't my lecturers. But i still didn't know who it was. The conversation went like:
Me: Hello. This number missed call me just now. May i know who this is?
Unknown Guy: Yea. (unknown words that couldnt be heard due to noisy background)
Me: Sorry?
Unknown Guy: fbhagduiqwb edhawgvdiwafnwhvfy rdyuwvdiwhfc8y .... Mr Dy.... dnewhgfqy
Me: OH OH MR DY AH. YES?!
Unknown Guy: bhfwhfqwbfwef
Me: huh....? (quickly shift to some place that is not noisy)
Unknown Guy: Im not Mr Dy. Im dbvydhwv (cant hear again wts) and im calling to ask you regarding Open House and Mr Dy nominated you to help out in Open House. (or something like that. at this point of time i still cannot hear properly. geez i hate phone calls.)
Me: OH OH OH! OMG IM SO SORRY.
Until now i still dont know who is that. All i know is that i keep revealing my bimbotic side to staffs of NP. OMG. the OMF interview also. This also. That time during scholarship ceremony also. That guy even asked me like "Do i sound like him?" and i was like, being my bimbo self, just reply YES YOU DO. omg someone just hit my head with a spade or something and maybe i will be smarter seriously.
So in the end, i agreed to help out in the Open House on 10 Jan. Since i have like no class anway. So why not right? and besides, i know of no one close who is like 2 years younger than me so no harm going. No one will know me anyway :P my dance juniors are like... im kinda not that close to them as xinfang. So yea. Oh well!
Okay, so today's trip was fruitful with cheap buys and some funny hiccups along the way. out with shopping again with shenling tmr! byebye!
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