The only reason why im still not hiding under the table to cry is because its the seventh month and people say you shouldnt cry and shouldnt throw tantrums. Im even amazed by how I managed to keep those tears back in. Exams on friday. Havent even finish one module just yet. And i have 4. What am I doing?
If I knew tt I was gonna be such a failure. I prolly shouldnt have took up np scholarship. Its a disgrace to np if i flunk my exams. Uphold the reputation of a scholar you said? What a joke. I mean. I am the joke. Not np.
Qouting from joash's words
'I am disappoint'
I corrected his grammar. And now it is applicable to me.
Im disappointed.
Im a disappoint.
Im disappointed on how I am such a disappoint.
天塌下来,谁来帮我顶?
I know I need to have faith. I need to give credit to myself for pushing along so far. But I just cant. Because I know deep down. I just dont deserve the credit.
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