MUSCLE ACHES.

21 June Thursday

Had dance in the evening ytd. from 630 to 930. was quite fun, but rather stressful during mock competition cos we chose to stand near seniors, and Jolene and I flopped the entire dance :( and my shoe strap came out during the dance, causing me to lost count. okay, those are excuses. I shouldnt be blaming external factors for my own mistakes. there's only ME to blame.

During warm up, it was super funny. cos Sean led the warm up with some weird weird movements. even used FANTASTIC BABY as the song. then there was this INTENSIVE STRETCHING. which in layman term means, SPLITS. omg. its been so damn long since i last did i stretch. and the thing is, even in the last four years, i only succeeded in right split. left is okay, but i need more warm up before i can go down with the pain being more tolerable. but somehow, i like stretching. (: i mean, its painful, but the pain sometimes... is so soothing? idk, i must sound very creepy saying that but really, its nice, sometimes. hahah. then there was practice. during practice, everything was good. during mock com, everything isnt. le sigh. i can only hope that we flop as much during mock competitions but be at our best during the actual competition! GOGOGOGO! JO-CHEW-LENE(LIN) HEHE. nice new name of our duo.

22 June Friday

No dance, no nothing. im just slacking at home. yes, slacking. i might go and read my notes a little later, to get myself back into the mood for studying since school is starting next week. i die a little inside whenever i think of my CTs. and im getting the back next week. (oh god someone kill me) i can really go and bang wall and die alrdy if i fail them or just pass borderline. i mean, i didnt come here to just do averagely good. im here to do MY BEST. 

currently listening to the song covers in youtube. Jayesslee is seriously the best! got addicted to their songs after sissy introduced them to me. omg, they are so damn talented can! go listen to them! i love their 'payphone' cover and 'officially missing you' SUPER DUPER NICE!