QUEEN OF PROCRASTINATION

still rushing home from school and I'm dam tired. am I tired from school or tired from having to go to school? I hope it's the first. I can't afford to quit now. like I said before. I can't quit and I won't quit.

a lack of photos recently? yes. I wanted to upload some photos, but I'm too tired too :3 maybe sometime soon after my exams or when I think it's okay to give myself a break.

got back my CT results today. frankly speaking, I did better than I expected. I know I won't fail, but this is really out of my expectation and really serves as a motivation for me. like, there's still a glimpse of light, for me to excel in this course that I chose. but then again, of I let procrastination takes over me, I'm going down. and be in deep shit.

dance just ended. suddenly feel like just dancing my life away. but that's not gonna happen. dance competition is coming, hope to do the best I can. feeling the stress of missing the count because once you miss it, you are eliminated. feeling kinda depressed and die a little inside each time senior tell me I'm wrong. I've always thought I've good musicality. guess not.

tmr is S&W and LSCT society training. hope they will go on smoothly, and please, let me get a B for my individual project for IJ :( I dont wanna fail it..

3 wishes of the day:
1)my sissy's problems be resolved; it hurts seeing her cry and I can do nothing about it.
2)HIM to be the old HIM; I miss my perfect family.
3)pass physio CT :(