DAMN IT.

I'm tired of feeling burdensome to my family. I'm actually not angry about her whining. but I'm so tired and angry at myself constantly putting burden on my family.

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sissy is right. my attitude is one huge problem.

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I probably shouldn't exist.

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probably wait till Ive changed before I come back.