PANICKY

I'm gonna kill myself for procrastinating so much. I'm sitting here, blogging, watching tv, stoning. anything but studying. exams are coming, and frankly speaking my continuous assessment grades hasn't been fantastic either :( why am I still procrastinating.

I know I'm expecting a lot because of my last sem results. but I can't help it.

I know I'm gonna screw up for bstats.
apparently my practical is screwed up.

I know I'm gonna screw up for med science.
apparently my results are below average.

cell bio and ochem.
currently still okay. but with practical exam. I have this phobia that I'm gonna screw it up as well.

I know that complaining this to ANYONE, no one will believe me.

they will always say 'don't lie. you confirm study. confirm do well. TOP STUDENT.'

that misunderstanding hurts.

I'm scared. I'm freaking scared.

someone. no. my own self. chewlin. save yourself.